Itz been some time,boy...since i've been feeling good bout the shit thtz been happening in my life.Im @ work now,all charged up unlike the whole damn week.
Yesterday, undoubtedly iz the "Day of the month" for me. Had a great kickboxing class. Itz been a rough week for me (@ kickboxing n dealing with factor-' i '). Lots of body pain.Wrist,elbow , knee everythinz hurting.I'll come back to what happened yesterday in a while.
So ya,first class of the week.
Tuesday : Bob's all weak n not well...so i myself dint feel like going to class."JOSH" factor'z been at itz all time loww.Anyway, still after much thought,i make it for the jujitsu class(late tho)...therz this nice chic,cute n all with some other guy filming our class.I figured out later they were making a documentary on "KickBoxing & other martial arts" for some new channel,so it'll be aired on TV sometime soon. I go ahead, get into my workout clothes...do a lil stretches...everyonez too busy throwin each other all over the class.I join in practice a few throws & a few locks.And then itz time for some Sparring in jujitsu.Everyones at it.
Jujitsu sparring is a lot of fun.There's no kicking/punching involved purely like wrestling.To be more precise similar to Sumo Wrestling. So i had a nice 1 minute round with Atif (a colleague & gud friend of mine).This huge fuck gets me off my feet in like 20 secs.But i still got my arms wrapped around his neck not letting it go whatsover.We fall on the mat.My arms locked on his neck & i got my one leg over his back.He still seemed to be in a much more dominating position.He could easily tap me out.But no good.No techniques tht he could think of to tap me out.1 minute's up.Good feel.:)
Now a lil more charged up for the kickboxing class(dealing with factor-' i ' all this while).
Kickboxing class was extremely rigorous.Practiced lots of combos with lots of "josh" or you could say "intent"...hehe..right Ashwin?Very good class i must say. Tht cute chic'z happy with all the filming.Me & factor ' i ' happy.
Next day body's aching.Holy shit!!My butt,quad,wrists ...itz all hurting...knee's swollen up.
Ashwin's reaction to my body ache(in this peculiar tone) :"Jujitsu classes can get extremely exhausting if you practice it the right way.Good Good!"
Fuck nooooo,ashwin...bad badd...Im not enjoying this pain one bit...
Ashwin's got this famous quote:"Pain is weakness leaving the Body"...which is the only thing i can think of every time i experience pain on flexing any muscle...infact at this point of time i think pain is more like weakness in the body ...hehe...yeah?
Wednesday: Im all waiting to spar.But im not totally fit or even feeling good bout myself to spar.
But i had this desperation deep inside me to spar.I dont think it was a smart decision to actually get in & spar. If any of your body part's not doing too well,DONT stress tht part.Give it rest.Tht wud be the biggest favor you cud do to your body.
Anyways, had a short stint with Nitin.He's this fckn guy who's just waiting to show ppl how strong he is,full of energy.He is strong.But heyy c'mon you can just see all the ego in him while he's fighting.That doesnt make a good fighter.Everyone in this whole wide world surely does have ego(even if some u dnt fckn admit it). For a matter of fact,I think I have this "HUGEE muthafckn " ego. Nik, I see you givin me dat wicked smile while u reading this .Hun,you can prolly write a book bout my ego,eh?
So,we have an OK fight.But i really wasnt able to put even my 50% into it.I swear to god,i felt really bad bout not being able to stand there happily & fight.I wuz just present there physically.Fighting totally half heartedly.Gloves are off after 1 round & so was my mood.Right Elbow's still givin me some problem.I didnt really show my dissapointment.I wished i was fit enough to fight.But yeah again, Factor-' i ' figured out my dissapointment.Hmmm.Impressive.
Now comes the best part of the week. Yesterday i.e Thursday , Im kinda sad bout the whole thing that itz prolly gonna be my last kickboxing class.Yeah that's right,I may be shifting my base from Bangalore soon.Not sure where to & when. Im kinda attached to this city at this moment. Just 4 months more in Bangalore, mann....4 months that's all that i ask for.I promise I wouldnt ask for anything more. As usual,Late for jujitsu class.50 quick push ups. I watch Ashwin closely demonstrate some new moves.Atif's watchin carefully.Indu gives me the broadest smile.Wow! I go in practice the last few throws with Indu. "SCRATCH SCRATCH".lol.
Not many ppl turn up for the kickboxing class.Most of them injured,some of them not well.Run's cancelled. We take it eazy throughout. We practiced a lot of meditation towards the end.We tried to feel & take control over our "Chi". ‘Chi’ is the word the Chinese use for energy, the natural life force energy, needed to sustain all life.
Then comes the interesting part, Ashwin brings a few nice big Brick's.He wanted to show us how mental power cud give us so much energy tht we cud break tht brick with maintaing just a 1 inch distance between our hand and the brick.Itz all in the mind,boy.Ashwin looks at it fr 10 secs & just breaks it in a whiff. Whoaaaaa!
Now everyone's tryin one by one.Suraj tried coupla times.No luck.Lotta them tried,no luck.Then it was my turn & boy how much i wanted to break this.I could clearly visualise it..getting thru this thick damn brick...i can see it.I close my eyes & i can see myself break this n i go "BAM".Nope not happening.Again n again.Fck wuz i irritated or what!!!
Atif impressed me a lot this class.He went right after me n i cud see him concentrating.He went like "BAM" n the brick's broken.Good one, dude!Suraj,gives it a try once more & he gets it too.Yo wht tha fcks wrong with me.I aint getting it, but heyy i can see it break for god's sake.
I kept telling Indu tht im gonna break tht brick.She kept thinkin im this crazy guy & she blamed it on me being a Leo.Class's over.Everyone's leaving.
I just cudnt resist myself from tryin once more.I ask Indu to hang on,i'ma try again just once more.She' smiling and nods her head (sign of approval) as if she granted me permission.
I look around n get hold of these 3 bricks.Place 2 of them parallel to each other & position 1 over them horizontally.Indu walks in & stands right beside me.I close my eyes one last time.I look right in the middle of the brick.Position my hand 1 inch from the brick....& i go "BAM"...Brick's split into 2 halves.Fckkkkkkk.Ohh godd i cant even explain the feeling.This adrenalin rush pumps through my body.Outta the world feel.Ashwin supposedly was watchin me from his car.
Never knew One brick could make me feel soo damn good.
So gurl,what'dya think now bout me being the super confident Leo? hehehe....no no dont you even think im bragging....but heyy i had to break it,at least try to...n u cud see it in ma eyes...
My friend,next time any of you facing some kinda mood swings :
1.Meditate for 15 mins.
2.Get control of your Chi.
3.Get some bricks & go "BAM" "BAM" "BAM".
Time to get going,boy. Gotta hit some club tonite. Be a good boy & NO fighting!
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